I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of … We started our trial with the landlords today, and the first part did not go well for us. I’m cleaning with my experience of our lawyer failing. I am cleaning with all memories replaying when witnessing the judge lean in the landlord’s direction. We have a continuation scheduled, but the judge advised us to settle. I’m cleaning with my fears, judgements, and memories that bind me to the landlords, and it hurts. I hope to clear this memory and be free.
