I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of social anxiety and fear of the consequence of what I did.
I clean with the memory that causing the guilt of not being able to make peace with my childhood friends and colleagues. I am cleanig with the feeling of not worthy to live, the experience of believing that I always make trouble and hurt people, not keeping good relationship with people.
I thank and love you. I ask Divinity to transmute these memories to pure light.
