I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of having too much expectations on others, for always seeking outside instead of looking inside, for always keep hoping that others will do it for me. I am really sorry for keeping all the blame to others, always waiting others to do for me , always checking tarot card to know his thoughts instead of doing my inner work. I am really sorry to myself for not trusting myself, for keeping myself in this unwanted stuck position, for letting others to make me happy. I am sorry for anything in me that is not love.
