I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of my stepmother receiving my dad’s IRA account and even amidst their 10 year separation, she is brining up being a victim and wanting me to listen to her complaints about his actions without realizing how painful it was for me as his caregiver at the end of his cancer journey and loss. I am cleaning with feeling panic and angry and used and silenced and how she said that this has disrupted her peace….without once offering her condolences to me and my family. I am cleaning with my dad dying of pancreatic cancer and my stepmother, who didn’t know he was ill, now saying that it has disrupter her life to have to decide what to do with his retirement money, amidst his will saying he wanted it for me and my sister who is disabled. I am cleaning with IMMENSE ANGER and Rage. I invite anyone inspired to join me in cleaning with shared experience. I am sorry, please forgive me for anytihng within me that is not love.
