I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of
When I was young, my younger brother and sister would get new clothes and toys, while I rarely did. Most of the household work and family obligations were assigned to me.
My father told me that my aunt had always done well in school and that I fell short by comparison; I wasn’t allowed to pursue further education.
I watched others receive good things I could never have, leaving me with feelings of overly self-sacrificing, not knowing what I truly wanted, insecure, and carrying deep feelings of insecurity, inferiority, and low self-worth. X
I tend to think: “I never really get those,” “I don’t dare start teaching a class,” and “The best things are simply not meant for us.” X
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that is not Love.
