I am Cleaning with my EXPERIENCE OF my mom favors my younger sister, but she can’t recognize it or won’t admit it. She meddles too much and can’t let go, leaving herself stuck and unbalanced, which affects all of us, creating a tense, divided family environment.
I clean with my feelings of wanting my mom’s love, but I don’t feel she’s able to give it.
I clean with my experience that whenever she speaks, I feel a wave of negativity, as her words are harsh and demeaning, and she often picks on me and takes it out on me. I’ve been trying to find love elsewhere.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that is not Love.
