I am Cleaning with my EXPERIENCE OF my husband being constantly disrespected, excluded, and marginalized by others. I am cleaning with my thinking that his feelings of inferiority have caused him to miss out on many opportunities, him tending to be overly enthusiastic about other people’s affairs while turning a blind eye to matters at home.
I am cleaning with my experience of I needed his assistance in preparing for my youngest daughter’s wedding, he deliberately avoided getting involved.
I’m cleaning with what ever is in me so my experience of him is as he often demeans me to boost his image in front of others, making veiled criticisms, sarcastic remarks, and passive-aggressive comments.
I am Cleaning with my EXPERIENCE OF my children failing to acknowledge my efforts, offering only criticism and resentment. I’m cleaning with experience of feeling betrayed, unbalanced, resentful, angry, unworthy, and burdened with grievances, profound unhappiness, and frustration.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that is not Love.
