I am Cleaning with my EXPERIENCE OF I’ll eventually lose my family, friends, and even my pets; no one lives forever; it’s heartbreaking and torturous.
I am claning with my perception of how love is manifested in my life. The people who have feelings for me aren’t the ones I want; the ones I like don’t like me back.
And the few who actually do have mutual feelings never say it out loud, that’s why I’m still single.
People I want to spend time with never seem to have time for me, it feels miserable, lonely, pitiful, and like I’ve been left behind.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that is not Love.
