I am cleaning with my experience of sudden death of my mother, followed by my father’s mental and physical breakdown as a result of it. I clean with aka ties and ripple effect of taking care of him and situation took a significant toll on my own mental and physical health. I clean with my experience of him take out his anger and frustration at me but I could only put up with him.
After a few years of relative peace—though still under pressure and constant strain—things remained somewhat manageable. However, now I clean with experience of bullying at my new dream job triggered a chain of events that led to my divorce, forcing me to start my life over.
My father’s condition worsened, and he eventually passed away in an unexpected and painful way—leaving behind a sense of betrayal toward me, compounded by unfair interference from some family members.
During this time, I also experienced love, but the person I fell for wasn’t able to hold or support me properly, which left me with deep emotional pain until today.
I’ve since quit my job and returned alone to my old house, uncertain of what the future holds.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of this problem.
