I am Cleaning with my EXPERIENCE OF feeling abandoned and betrayed by my sister and father. I am cleaning with my experience of feeling unable to stand up strong and walk due to knee pain and stiffness. I am cleaning with my thoughts and feeling of not wanting to show up for them anymore feeling let down deep grief in my body. I clean with me thoughts of dissapointment like all the years of being the peace keeper were a waste. For what ever memories are replaying here I’m sorry please forgive me thank you I love you
