I am Cleaning with my EXPERIENCE OF It’s almost 3 AM and I still can’t sleep. My hands itch, crack, sting like crazy.
I keep thinking about the boy whom I deeply loved.
He asked me to record a proposal video for his girlfriend, never knowing how I really felt. I couldn’t say no, so I did it and cried secretly.
No matter how much I try, he will never choose me.
He has always loved someone else, it feels like I’m never good enough.
I am cleaning with all the memories bubbling up from this experience.
I want to move forward and meet the right person for me.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that is not Love.
