I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of my husbands absolute cruelty regarding my looks resulting in me getting an eating disorder, comprimising on my boundaries and making my suicidal. I am cleaning with my experience of abusive dad injuring my right breast in 2022 and the pain still here in 2026 my husbands apathy narcisism and ignorance after asking for help for like my whole life. I am cleaning with my face ears mouth teeth always in pain migraines ear pais dry skin infections no immunity not looking pretty enough resulting in feeing suicidal. I clean with my body pain. I clean with my thoughts that god hates me or i wouldnt be blackmailed.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that is not Love.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of this problem.
