I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of feeling I’m not lovable because I’m fat, my past trauma, too much fear, lack of love, putting in too much effort, lack of safety, protection, security, grounding and stability, feeling neglect by my husband, being blackmailed, being threatened, in too much pain for me to even come close to being able to handle, lack of courage, being misunderstood as “too forward”, being ignored, being unsupported by my husband, feeling sick and ill, and being bullied by my husband’s mother and sister, my husband not defending me, my husband not standing up for me and being weak, not feeling loved by my husband and him being mean and cruel to me.

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