I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experienc.
I am Cleaning with my THOUGHTS ABOUT burnout from being neglected due to being the recipient of physical abuse, verbal, emotional, psychological, spiritual abuse, being raped repeatedly and feeling worse about it because of repeatedly asking for help and nobody answering or caring. I am cleaning with being emotionally hurt and financially poor and stolen from repeatedly, my family’s friends being murdered, my dad being a murderer, and my teachers saying they love me but not loving me so absolutely lying, the people I trust lying and hurting me and leaving me to die, weakness and frail and rejected and neglected and abandoned, ostracized, blackmailed, threatened physically, emotionally, and psychologically hurt causing me to feel suicidal and attempting suicide due to asking for help and not being heard or helped even after asking infinite times, needing to get married and needing god to hear me.
HELP IM SO SCARED AFRAID HURT AND EXHAUSTED AND BURNT OUT.
I am cleaning with anything in my life experience that is not love.
