Cleaning begins with me.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of guilt, fear, anxiety , shame i feel as I see my mother with OCD suffering since 50 years. She has lost her apetite, lost 15 kgs in a year, is not taking her treatment well. She is scared of her childhood trauma and is always fearful of anything and everything around her. She is avoiding all human interactions, internalising her emotions.
I am Cleaning with my thoughts of being anxious and guilty all the time.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that is not Love.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of fear, anxiety and guilt.
