I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of feeling desperate and helpless.
I am Cleaning with my thoughts about what to do to avoid losing my house, having to rely on other people for help, the anger regarding enabling the corruption if I give in, and anger that people in power are making unreasonable decisions to extort money from the people.
I am Cleaning with my experience of dealing with corrupt system and individuals, having to deal with the lies and dishonesty and my contribution to that, suspiciousness and some people close to me taking advantage.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that is not Love.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of this problem.
