I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of just turning 50 years young, and never being in a serious loving relationship with a woman.
I am Cleaning with my thoughts about not been man enough, nor good enough to commit into a serious relationship, and now starting to become depressed about it all.
I am Cleaning with my experience of just looking for friends with benefits relationships, due to fear of fully committing into a serious relationship.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that is not Love.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of this problem.