I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of while repainting the door last two times, someone passed away, fear of repainting the house and door due to that, fear of bad thing happen every year and I can’t relax and feel joy, always worry for the coming year, I feel so exhausted and burn out and yet continue to burn even when nothing left to burn, feeling suffocating of clutters that I can’t clear, unsafe for the safety of the house structure,
I am Cleaning with my THOUGHTS ABOUT of fear and worry of the new year every year, fear of losing someone, feeling shame of not able to pay the student loan, limiting the flowing of money to only working for others, feel sorry to my divine self and my parents because I am unable to have money or simply have make money, feel sorry to my lost teeth that I couldn’t save and teeth and gums still not healed.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that is not Love.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of this problem.
