I am cleaning with my experience of my two youngest sisters being oddly the most calculative. When I purchase something from my sister, she even charges me shipping, but when they join my group orders, I never ask them to cover service or shipping costs.
I am cleaning with my experience of my mother publicly criticizing me for only giving her money when I have enough and for not giving her more, while never saying the same about my other sisters who don’t give her red envelopes.
I am cleaning with memories of her insisting I bring my daughter back to my parents’ home, then kept complaining that she had to help raise my child, as if I owed her for it. I find it deeply unfair.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of this problem.
