I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of:
Fearing obsesseively about my mother’s death while she is absolutely hail hearty and living a normal independent happy life wiht my father. I am obsessed of what would happen if she dies. I keep getting unnecessary thoughts on that the whole day with no logic. Its driving me crazy
Fearing ex lover/ now stalker chasing me to my workplace/ social gathering/social commintment/ outsie my house.parking etc etc and embarassing me in public or around people known to me
Fearing the safety happiness and longevity of life for my kids who mean the world to me
My relationship going sour with a close fmaily member since last few months due to a silly argument . Further fueled by the influence of her mom
Most of my fears are baseless but I cant stop my mind from thinking over those the whole time. I fearing the future which wont happen and not enjoying the present
Please forgive me for whatever is going on inside me to experience this
Love and light
Aloha
thank you I love you






