I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of giving a birth to my dearest daughter when I was 40 years old.
I am Cleaning with my THOUGHTS ABOUT she is being lonely after we pass and no one there to see her milestones and imaging that hurts very much and I want to be there for her so much.
I am Cleaning with my EXPERIENCE OF having regrets that I should have fertility treatment earlier so that I could have more time with her. And my mom also had me when she was 40 and I was very lonely that she was not very available for me because she was very busy with her work and hobbies.
It hurts me to think she might be going to dislike me for being old mom and not be able to relate to me and we won’t have a good relationship. I just wanted her to be happy and have a very good life.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that is not Love.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of this problem.
