I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of all the mental and physical sufferings associated with my 6 years old ADHD and autistic son.
I am Cleaning with my thoughts about judging my son’s behaviours and the way he communicates based on his diagnosis, undermining his abilities, comparing him with other kids, wishing he can be like one of them and thinking he is not as perfect as other kids
I am Cleaning with my thoughts about seeing his future as negative and concerning, worrying about him when he is in school, seeing him as my burden, being shameful when in public with my son, especially when he is behaving differently.
I am Cleaning with my experience of anger, frustration, sadness, confusion, expectation, exhaustion, desperation.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that is not Love.
I am sorry, please forgive me for anything in me that may be contributing to my experience of this problem.
Please help me to set my son free regardless of his diagnosis or behaviours, help me to work on myself instead of hoping he is the one needs to change, help me to deliver pure love to him.