I am Cleaning with my EXPERIENCE OF
I’m a secondary science teacher working for supply agency. I earn just enough to survive.
I clean with my experience of depression, apathy, loss of drive means I’ve never actively applied for full time positions, lacking self confidence.
I clean with feelings of being too old, secondly there’s a sense of ‘Poor me, I’m such a victim’. Feeling helpless and guilty when I know I’m fully capable of sorting things out but choose not to. Having apathy, indifference, no get up and go drive left in me. Difficulty in getting out of bed, starting, maintaining, completing tasks.
I clean with programs I downloaded from my family as I was growing up.
I clean with my fear of money, fear of success, I feel that any business associated with me is bound to collapse.
I clean with addictions too.
I am sorry please forgive me for anything in me that is not love.
